AngelFromHell

Im Back!!!!!!!

2004-12-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

Im finally back for an update!!!!!!!!!!! this update is dedicated to Faizah, since shes the one who has inspired me to update!!!!!!!!

well school has started again, back to the usual studyin, paying attention, notes assignments, politics.....

anyways its the last semester, i shall just try my best and carry on....

after that it will be off to aussieland to study and mingle hahaha Wink Wink!!!!

anyways this will just be a short entry...

promise to write more when i have the mood!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well well..... guess wat ppl?

Its time for an update!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we have finally come into the month of september!!!!!!!!!!!!

the month that i love so very much!!!!!!!!

but somehow this year im not so excited

maybe its because i will be turning 19 in exactly 1 week

how feaky is tat

i dont even feel 18 let alone 19

anyways my relatives will be gathering at my place on saturday for a little birthday party

the only reason my mom is givin me this party is because she fears that i might not be in Singapore for my 20th, 21st and 22nd birthdays.......

in other news

i have recently been noticing that there are many tamil people in Ngee ann who are wearing a single metal bangle on their right hands

and to tell u the truth im fucking pissed with them

cos we PUNJABIS wear it as part of our religion

why are those tamil ppl mocking us?

cant they just be proud of their own religion and leave ours alone!!!!!!!!

anyways now that ive got tat out of the way here are some birthdays in september

12th- Jasthedevil

19th- Trisha

20th- Cyrus

22nd- Selina, Harlina and Ronaldo!!!

23rd- Irene

if u have a birthday in sept pls tag on the tagboard!!!!!!!

2004-08-22T10:55:00.000+08:00

Well well.... lets see!!!!!

In comparison to my Fucked up weekend

This week was a blast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had the time of my life.......

I had more fun in these seven days then i did in my 2 months holiday in may

And special thanks goes out to AZAH n her family for lettin me stay over for one of the best sleepovers ever!!!!!!!!!

And of course to my new Babe CARA LEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i had a really really really great time with the two of u the whole week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From the movies we watched, to spendin time at ur houses, to our hanging out at boat quay and Fez Bar, and meetin eugene, and yellow shirt guy at dhoby ghaut, to walking from orchard to boat quay and being totally disgusted when passing by fort canning park n remembering the ass hole mentioned in the previous post....

all the way to picking up ang mohs all around town!!!!!!!!!!

oh n also to finding out tat cara's best friend Jemima is actually my kindergarten classmate!!!!!!!!

to some it all up

the past week was just

AWESOME

2004-08-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hey im back!!!!!!!!!!

Had the most FUCKED UP WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!

i had my weekend all planed out!!!!!

It was gonna be full of fun after i finished my stupid Organizational Behaviour test

but all my plans got screwed up

and to top it off

some guy had to make it worse by makin me feel like a freakin doll that he just wanted to have some "Fun" with and when i refused to go ahead with his sick demands

he just leaves me stranded

Well fuck u!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont fucking need u!!!!!!!!!!

u r just a sick bastard!!!!!!!

U need to wash ur brains out with dettol!!!!!!!!!!

And dont fucking put words in my mouth!!!!!!

Anyways went to watch The Notebook with my friends today and didnt enjoy it at all!!!!!!

well its a nice movie

but me n my friends were just not in the mood for a lovey dovey films

especially after wat i went thru!!!!!

so we just made fun of the film all the way!!!!!!

and lets just say we got more than just stares at the cinema!!!!!!

Anyways, i want the rest of my one week break to be nice and happy!!!!!!!!

anyone want to cheer me up???

be my guest!!!!!!!!!!

2004-07-31T00:10:00.000+08:00

Sorry to Skye n YYY for not updating........ Thnx to u guys actually for visiting my blog.... Anyways I have been Sick the whole week since monday...... Viral Fever n Flu N my Throat Hurts.... Well theres a plus point though..... My voice has changed.... i dont sound like myself hahaha..... Anyways the only reason im bloggin now is to wish my dear brother Weiliang a Very HAPPY 19th BIRHTDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All those who r reading this right now go click on his name under my links section n give him a birthday tag!!!!!!!

2004-07-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

i know i havent been posting for awhile... i feel guilty... but ive got sch n stuff...

Went for poff's gig at youth park on saturday... they were pretty good but i dont know for some reason Green the vocalist didnt seem himself... but then again who the hell am i to say that? i dont even know the guy well, only had a proper conversation with him like once!!! but then again he seemed like a happier n friendlier person then as compared to on saturday... well tats wat i think.... anyways Weiliang was wearing jeans!!!!! Wahahahahahah my brother looked so grown up!!!! i saw a cute guy in the audience hahaha!! but he left so soon damn :( Fadhil thought he was cute too!! Fadhil referred to him as the "Big Guy In Stripped Tee" well fine i noe im big!! tats y i like big tall guys... well all the others guys there were shorter than me n i could practically look over their heads except julius'....
anyways walked around town with azah after that trying to look for that tall cute guy who was at the gig but all i saw were many uncute guys, a few ang mohs n Randall Tan hahaha.... His hair was so done up like he had just walked out of the saloon or something hahaha.... also met rashid!!! haha!!!

Ok im talking to Jia yuan on msn as i type this n i feel like a total computer Goondu!!! i have no idea as to wat shes askin me for!!!! so i have to go figure tat out now....

2004-07-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.

Which kind of candy are you?
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2004-07-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

How do i post a pic on my blog????? does anyone noe??????
if u do noe pls help!! thnx

How to make a Jasthedevil

Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

5 parts silliness

3 parts energy

Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness

Personality cocktail
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2004-06-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

well sch has started... so far classes hv been ok.... there seem to be alot of freshies this year... the school looks over-populated n tat too with foreign ppl.....i have seen quite a lot of indians from india, a few never seen before caucasians and some ppl from china... well freshies can be rather irritating man!!!!! theres this guy who is frm my secondary sch n now in fsv... he keeps askin me things abt fsv like how the lecturers are n how do fsv students cope with their studies n how the course is like BLAH BLAH BLAH...... im not a freaking FSV student god dammit!!!!!!!! How the hell would i noe????? stop askin me stupid questions!!!!!!!!!

Anyways movin on.... I have no sch tmrw!!!!! haha!!! yay!!!!! but nothin to be so happy abt cos im gonna go get a blood test done for Hep B to see if im immune...... bloody hell i got poked by a needle 2 years ago n i was immune but now the stupid ECH office wants a letter stating tat im immune!! 2 bloody years later!!!! why do they need to noe now???? they said they need to know now before i go to the childcare centre for the safety of the kids?? WTF?????? ive been goin to the childcare for the past 2 years didnt the stupid MCDS care then?????? i would have already killed or infected the kids by now rite? y do they suddenly care now??????? Stupid stupid stupid!!!!!!! so tmrw i have to go n get a blood test done.... bloody hell i hate needles just as much as i hate cats!!!! anyone who wants to see jas cry can come down to the clinic tmrw when i get a freakin needle poked into my arm!!!!

As Srk said we have to come to terms n move on... im moving on just like u are shah rukh... i noe wat Yash ji meant to you...

ok im gonna end todays blog with something funny to cheer myself up... so here it goes
Two Words

Mike Rotch

if u wanna noe wat it means ask me when u meet me. HAhahahaha
Thnx to my dear Cy for this lame thing tat made me laugh at 2am in the mornin when i was realy sad... thnx Cy miss ya!!!

2004-06-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

Death is like sunset, which is only an appearance. For what is sunset here is sunrise elsewhere. In reality, the sun never sets. Likewise, there is no death. Death is only an illusion, an appearance. For death here is birth elsewhere

My friend sent me this poem when i told her that the one thing i can't handle is death after she told me that Yash Johar had passed away in Leelavati Hospital Bandra Mumbai at the age of 75... its not fair.. why does god take away all the good ppl... my friend reminded me that he had lived a good life and that his legacy still lives on in the form of his son Karan... but it still hurts knowing that someone i just met in May who was really sweet and friendly and who had no ego and was not at all stuck up for a man who has acheived so much....

Death is an issue that i just cant get over... Death scares me its one of my biggest fears... im not afraid to die im afraid of losing the ones that i love and care about... n even if i were to die the thought that i would not be able to see the ppl that i love and care abt also scares me... when i start to go deep and think abt death i usually end up with tears in my eyes.... well i guess i will never be able to handle death...

Rest In Peace Yash Ji... You will be missed.... you have inspired many ppl and u will still live in many hearts and also in the form of Karan....

2004-06-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

I Could Fall In Love
by Selena

I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
'Cause the way I feel I might
Lose control and let you stay
'Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go

CHORUS:
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow will you want me still
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
And I know it's not right
And I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love
fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you

Siempre estoy soñando en ti
besando mis labios,
acariciando mi piel,
abrazandome con ansias
imaginando que me amas
como yo podria amarte.

So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

(CHORUS)
i could fall in love with you, (i could fall in love with you)
i could fall in love with you

I could fall in love
I could fall in love with you
I could fall, fall in love with you
i could fall in love with you

This song kinda gets to me somehow i just don't noe y?????

Im Not In Love
by Enrique Iglesias

Are you ready?

You call me on the phone
I act like nothings going on
We're driving in my car
I pretend that you don't turn me on
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it yeah
Ah ah ah you move around now you show it

I'm not in love
It's just a phase that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away

I know you're not the one
But I can tell that this is gonna be fun
Won't hesitate a lie
But I can show you what to feel inside (show me how to feel)
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it yeah
Ah ah ah
You move around now you show it (come on)

I'm not in love
It's just a phase that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
Don't go running away
Oh i'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how i feel tonight
So don't go running away yeah

Im not in love (i think im too young)
I'm not in love
I'm not in love (just run away wif me)
I'm not in love
Ah ah ah you sexy thing
Yeah you know it (do u wanna take a ride with me)
ah ah ah
You move around yeah you show it (but you cant spend the night with me)

I'm not in love
It's just a phase that i'm going through
I'm always looking for something new
Don't go running away
Oh i'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how i feel tonight
So don't go running away yeah

Im not in love

i listen to this song to convince myself tat im not in love n tat its just a phase called infactuation but who the hell am i kidding???????

Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps
by Doris Day

you won't admit you love me
and so how am i ever to know
you always tell me
perhaps perhaps perhaps

a million times i've asked you
and then
i ask you over
again
you only answer
perhaps perhaps perhaps

if you can't make your mind up
we'll never get started
and i don't wanna wind up
being parted
broken-hearted

so if you really love me
say yes
but if you don't dear
confess
and please don't tell me
perhaps perhaps perhaps

perhaps perhaps perhaps

if you can't make your mind up
we'll never get started
and i don't wanna wind up
being parted
broken-hearted

so if you really love me
say yes
but if you don't dear
confess
and please don't tell me
perhaps perhaps perhaps
perhaps perhaps perhaps
perhaps perhaps perhaps

this song just sounds nice or does it? well Perhaps perhaps perhaps ;)

Somewhere Only We Know
by Keane

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

well i would really like to go somewhere only we know...

today was slow n boring... did nothin but rested my tired body...
well there was this certain someone whom i couldnt get out of my head since last august!!! but i tried n i finally convinced myself n got over him... the month of may was really good cos i was so busy with 100 other things i didnt even hv time to think abt him or my feelings for him, but now god dammit hes back in my head but this time i know its not like the last time.. the feelings arent as deep but y are there even feelings there should be NO FEELINGS at all... god jas i thought u were strong enough... argh!!! feel so bloody weak...
anyway i met cy today... god i missed him... hes the one who gave me the strength to move on but now tat hes goin to brisbane in a months time who am i gonna depend on?? anyway when i was with cy today at least it took my mind off HIM... i need to pay more attention to cy this way i will be able to erase HIM frm my memory!!!! Cy is so sweet n cy is such a gentleman then y the hell am i still thinking abt tat other idiot whos probably not even the least bit interested in me.. oh n did i mention tat cy is like a 100 times better looking then HIM... then y jas y?????
ok i can get over this!!! i hv enough strength!!!!! i will do it!!!!! i will just divert all my attention to my studies since sch is openin in a days time.... n i will also concentrate on cy who desreves the attention n i will be able to do it!!!!
my brother told me theres no point wasting time on this guy so i wont!!!!! thnx brother!!!!

2004-06-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

I had a blast today!!!!!!!!!! no seriously though my feet hurt like hell now thnx to the stupid invention called heels!!! my heel actually got stuck in the metal thingy tat covers the drain.. hv noe freaking idea wat its called rite now but ya it got stuck on my way to the bustop at sch... thank god my dear weiliang was there to my rescue...

ok in other news Poly stage factor's anuual production "The Straight Times" Shut up and watch the show was a hit.. well according to me at least... everyone did great...n i didnt screw up my lines so at least according to me once again it was ok... after the show as we were clearing up well at least some of them were clearing up while the rest of us were goofing around.. i laughed so much i started to tear thnx to joyce n all the lame things we both hv in common hahaha n also julius was making a fool of himself n we destroyed a perfectly innocent flower haha.... oh n today i tried black n white m&ms thnx to harlina.... they taste the same just the colour is diff.

While everything in sch was all fun n laughter.... my day didnt start as happily as that.... when i was abt to leave hm i realised tat there was an enormous cat outside my door tat just refused to budge.... n let me fill u in on something i hate cats!!!!!!! bloody hell i waited 3hrs for my dad to come rescue me n take me to sch!!!!!
thank god it was gone by the time i came home... I HATE CATS!!!!!! NO offence to those cat lovers out there!!

2004-06-22T23:33:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

Well well well... PARENTS they think they know everything!!!!! but i suggest they should stop awhile n listen to us KIDS once a while it will do u some good n it will prevent unnecessary arguments!!!! Well i hardly ever give anyone the silent treatment n even if i do it only lasts a maximum of 4 hours after tat i just forgive n forget however this time im gonna try my best n carry on this silent treatment with my mom for as long as i can!!!!!!! i believe i have the will power in me to do that!!!!!!!

Anyways... lets see ok OHHH so dwee is AUDREY!!!!!!!!!! HI Audrey so sorry!!!!!! u will be added asap along with Julz n YYY.........

2004-06-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

OK DID THE LINKS!!!!!!!!! GUESS IT WASNT BRAIN SURGERY!! HAHA!! OK ANYONE ELSE WHO TAGS NOW GETS A LINK!!! TATS MY OFFER NOW!! ANYONE UP FOR IT?? OK THEN... ONCE AGAIN APOLOGIES TO DWE2 PLS INDENTIFY URSELF K? SEE YA!!

2004-06-21T11:39:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i see ppl have actually 'tagged' on my tagboard... tats a good sign... so all those who tagged will be immediately added to my links!!!! haha u lucky ppl... well all will be added except dwe2 cos i seriously have no idea who tat is? pls identify urself!!! thanks!! ok now im gonna crack my head on addin this ppl to my blog... will be back i promise ;)

THANK YOU POONAM

2004-06-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

Thank you so much poonam!!!! for doin up my blog for me!!!!!!! i owe u a million yaar!!! ok now that my blog is all done up n looks nice i guess i will be motivated to keep bloggin and to keep it goin strong!!! wish all the luck ppl cos i need it!!!

Ok am back after a really long time!!!!!!!

2004-06-19T17:22:00.000+08:00

Let me see.... tried this once and it flopped miserably due to the lack of drive for me to actually post something!!!! so im startin afresh lets hope it works....